when life as you know it doesn't work anymore

I don’t know what it’s like to know everything.

Sometimes I sit in from on my computer screen and read about the world. Ok, not sometimes.  Pretty much every day. I read about convicts on death row in Florida, orphans in Syria, American pastors imprisoned in Iran. I read about the city in Spain that sends dog poop back to their owners when they...

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A Not So Happy Father’s Day

June 17, 2013 | 325 Views

A Not So Happy Father’s Day

As I walk down the streets of Swaziland, there is an obvious absence of father’s. There are babies everywhere I look. Infants are being taken care of by three year olds. Teenage boys living on the street, with no father figure. Twelve year old girls pregnant… abandoned. There is an oppression that I can hardly...

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Super man & men of honor

June 16, 2013 | 189 Views

Super man & men of honor

I saw Man of Steel last night. It was worth every penny and not just for the references to Kansas State University. It got me thinking; about men, sons, dads, strength, and honor. There were four key men in the story: SuperMan/Clark Kent/Kalel, his father on earth, his father on Krypton, and the antagonist, General...

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I Carry Your Heart With Me

June 14, 2013 | 134 Views

I Carry Your Heart With Me

When I was in college, I took a poetry class. My professor was a woman who carried as many poems around with her as there were political buttons pinned to her leather coat. With such a teacher, our poetry was less about gardens flecked with mid-morning sun, and more about the broken lines of sidewalk in...

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I Wish I Hadn’t Worked So Hard

June 13, 2013 | 128 Views

I Wish I Hadn’t Worked So Hard

“Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters.” Colossians 3:23 What’s the first thing that comes to mind when reading this verse? I bet it’s giving your all at your job – doings things like arriving to work on time, leaving work at 5...

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Rethinking a Drop in the Bucket

June 11, 2013 | 201 Views

Rethinking a Drop in the Bucket

During the World Race (an 11 month mission trip) we fought for a lot of things.  We fought to be present where we are, fought to be positive, fought to maintain honesty and vulnerability when we just wanted to shut down and tune everyone out, fought to make every day the best it can be.  In Kenya another fight...

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Shelter seeking

June 9, 2013 | 243 Views

Shelter seeking

A look on the floor of my tiny apartment and I ask myself, “What have I done this week?” Piles of books, papers, notebooks, bibles…hard to decipher letters…”I agree to waive testimony in this case.” (No.) And a line from a vintage Talking Heads song, “this is not my life”, mocks me in my despair....

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Where you invest your love, you invest your life.

I am officially home, back into America and all that she has to offer. Walking around I see people in beautiful cars, driving to grand houses while talking on their latest high-tech device. Meanwhile I am borrowing my eleven-year-old sister’s phone, driving my mother’s mini-van and living with my parents. Part of me feels like...

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3 Things We Forget While Looking in the Rearview Mirror.

To be brief, January sucked. There were these perfect moments, you know? These moments when all it took to feel alive was driving through the mountains with my windows down, feeling the crisp north Georgia air on my cheeks. And then there were the other moments. Like being so incredibly ill I didn’t move from...

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How To Determine If Your Life Is Privileged

Defining ‘Matagalpa in My Life I searched for Matagalpa on Google last night. It was right after I saw today’s date, right after realizing June had begun. I counted the months then used my fingers to count the months. I was right the first time. Four months. I’ll be married in four months. I’ll have...

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